Qxiin - Reconciliation Lyrics

(Oh say sorry say say sorry say say sorry say ay oh)
Too many tears
Too many tears shed
How you making me uncomfortable
In the comfort of my own bed
I don't see it(the the the)
The power that you claim to have over me
After all this time I really don't see it
Matter of fact
Only effect you had on me was all the names you called me running through my head
Like a toddler
Same kid I felt I was when I was begging for your
Attention
Felt I was an object cus of one word that you mentioned
Promiscuous? How you gonna call me that?
Don't tell me it slipped out your mouth when I was trying my best to be good for you
Man I guess you thought that I was never really good for you
They told me it was premeditated
You said it ain't true
It don't matter now cus I'm here I'm here
Oh!
And I'm not saying I'm the greatest
Self expression got me feeling dumb but still the bravest
I called one last time to let my tears fall for the last time
Reached the verge of death when I fell from flying way too high
Shoutout to the niggas that push me down when I was already low
So the only place I could go was up
This is my apology to Qxiin
Baby girl I'm sorry
This my reconciliation.
Got pen and that paper
Wtiting a letter
To my older self
I'm hoping she better
Hoping she badder
She got that wealth
I know that she's real
Expressing her feels
No care in the world
Forget all the people who made you unsure about your worth
They ain't gonna say sorry
Sorry to break to you but they got pride
And it's shooting for the sky
Reach for the stars cus you know they're so much higher
Yeah
Reach for stars cause I know I'm some much higher
I learned to trust myself cause this world's creating liars
I'm only getting older yeah i'm only getting to the plot
Always looking for myself like my name is not the light
Man I know I'm making it out that's why I never talk a lot
Living in a world where they act like people that they're not
(Ay) I'm not fighting I'm just gathering my thoughts
Seeking reconciliation, I'm not saying I'm the greatest
And I'm not saying I'm the greatest
Self expression got me feeling dumb but still the bravest
I called one last time to let my tears fall for the last time
Reached the verge of death when I fell from flying way too high
Shoutout to the niggas that push me down when I was already low
So the only place I could go was up
This is my apology to Qxiin
Baby girl I'm sorry
This my reconciliation
Don't you dare lose yourself again
This my reconciliation
Don't you dare lose yourself again
This my reconciliation
Don't you dare lose yourself again
Oh this my reconciliation
Don't you dare lose yourself again