rateofdepress - garden of roses Lyrics

(c) 2003

Self hate and pity sears it’s way into my heart of hearts

I’m feeling cold and lonely out here on my own again

I call my friends they say I really need to help myself

I’ll thank them later when I’m feeling better thinking straight



Frustration pricks it’s way into my skin like rose thorns

Everywhere I go it feels the same I just can’t leave here

So many people wish that they could f***ing be me

Eternally I'm walking in this field of roses damned



Help me

Save me

Take me away from my garden of roses

Help me

Save me

You don’t see I hate my garden of roses



You’re just a parasite feeding off my heart of hearts

You’re just a parasite feeding off my soul again

I can’t believe my soul

I can’t believe my soul

I can’t believe my soul

I can’t believe my soul



Help me

Save me

Take me away from my garden of roses

Help me

Save me

You don’t see I hate my garden of roses



I look around, try and find the easy way out

These people gather round me staring make me scream and shout

I look around, try and find the easy way out

These people gather round me staring make me scream and shout



No



Don’t wanna be the one to tell you the truth

The way I feel I couldn’t give a s*** about your problems

F*** your feelings it’s the only way I see to proceed

This pain you’re giving me, killing me slowly



Frustration pricks it’s way into my skin like rose thorns

Everywhere I go it feels the same I just can’t leave here

So many people wish that they could f***ing be me

Eternally I’m walking in this field of roses damned



Help me

Save me

Take me away from my garden of roses

Help me

Save me

You don’t see I hate my life

Hate life

Hate life

Hate life

Hate

Life