Im a long story
Of breaks and bends
Full of chapters i never thought would end
I've flooded gardens with wasted tears
And I've watched it all disappear
I took the path
Of most resistance
Stumbled onto self forgiveness
But I'm still anxious by default
And I'm trying to making sense of it all
Ch:
If my plans had all gone perfect
My heart would've never had to grow from hurting
And if I never started searching
Id still be somewhere out there floating on the surface
If I never took the long way around
I wouldnt be who I am right now
V:
All the signs that I ignored
Are turning colors I never saw before
I see my rise and I see my fall
And i wouldn't change it at all
Ch:
If my plans had all gone perfect
My heart would've never had to grow from hurting
And if I never started searching
Id still be somewhere out there floating on the surface
If I never took the long way around
I wouldnt be who I am right now
Who i am right now