Rackz - So Much Pain (feat. Drew.1) Lyrics

I seen my dawg on the news and that shit left me damaged
You ain't seen what I seen so you wouldn't understand it
Back to the block hopping fences when I was just on campus
Tied tween the streets and this music that shit get hard to manage
I keep on losing my niggas it get harder to cope
Try throw you out in that water but they won't send a boat
Been in this shit since a pup and I barely stayed afloat
It's f*ck the opps I want all they heads wrapped round a rope
Kev took a wiggie and ate it my nigga still breathing
Could give a bitch all you had and she probably still leaving
Jazz passed away 5 years ago shit I'm still grieving
Certain scars can't get healed so these wounds is still bleeding
I keep these drugs in my system just to put me at ease
Lost two of my dawgs this year I feel death coming in 3's
I did the shit I ain't want to for the shit that I need
And Bre come home next year shit I can't wait till he leave

So much pain I been stressing shit I'm missing my dawg
I ain't gon lie I shed tears when I think about y'all
So much pain I been stressing shit I'm missing my dawg
Know you won't answer I just wish I could pick up and call
So much pain I been stressing shit I'm missing my dawgs
I ain't gon lie I shed tears when I think about y'all
So much pain I been stressing shit I'm missing my dawg
Know you won't answer I just wish I could pick up and call

The trenches breeded me different the struggling was common
I keep my hand on the smith cuz niggas tryna line me
I'm moving ducked from the district I know the law be plotting
My father died I feel his spirit and I feel him watching
I grabbed some work and I flipped it I had to stack my profit
Whatever they need I get it I'm plugged in like a socket
James Harden shoot and score I blast em like a rocket
This Hershey clip a blow a kiss and melt you like some chocolate
You keep that money confidential niggas count ya pockets
It be the niggas closest to cross you you gotta watch em
I chalk it take it on the chin and I don't even trip
You clutching on that pistol better keep a tight grip
That ref ain't blow the whistle niggas was on foul shit
I f*ck round leave shawty single because she on some child shit
Keep ya head on a swivel know that they gon try shit
I always split down the middle was never just my shit
I always split down the middle and made sure that the team ate
Don't trip if I lose my dribble that's why I gotta teammate
Whole life I thought I would dribble
Start liking how that weed taste
That ball got poked by a needle and I just let it deflate
Damn

So much pain I been stressing shit I'm missing my dawg
I ain't gon lie I'm shedding tears when I think about y'all
So much pain I been stressing shit I'm missing my dawg
Know you won't answer I just wish I could pick up and call
So much pain I been stressing shit I'm missing my dawg
I ain't gon lie I shed tears when I think about y'all
So much pain I been stressing shit I'm missing my dawg
Know you won't answer I just wish I could pick up and call