Rain Parade - SPARK OF LIFE Lyrics

For thy soul is filled with evil
And like this place must be purged
For the dead know, null sleep in
Their graves, nor does thou remember
Them until they are destroyed through
Thy hands
I don't wanna go back to hiding
I don't wanna go back to crying
Are you feeling me now
I'm eternally down
Now I got a spark of life
And now I'm actually trying
I ask is this the end
I think I'd rather be dead
Now I wanna go back home
All these demons are so cold
They're destroying who I am
Everything I wanted gone
And I'm f*cking losing friends
I don't wanna lie I don't wanna lie
I don't wanna die but I wouldn't mind
Clinically depressed sanity's a mess
Whys this life so short
Feel I'm out of my mind
And I'm running out of time
Oh why's this feeling so good
Sometimes I'm misunderstood
I don't wanna go back to hiding
I don't wanna go back to crying
Are you feeling me now
I'm eternally down
Now I got a spark of life
And now I'm actually trying
I ask is this the end
I think I'd rather be dead