Raploid - 9:30 PM Lyrics

I said I'm alone for a reason
I won't come out this season
I think I need some time you see
To make myself ひきこもり
I think this means: goodbye for now
I'm sure it's good but don't know how
Might feel alone at first of course
But I won't be opening my doors
Why can't they stay away from me?
Just go away just let me be
I'm getting dizzy, fall on the ground
Pain in my head, heart starts to pound
I just want to feel okay
Pray for that feeling every day
But now I'm sick of acting dumb
I start to feel I'm growing numb
It's 9:30 PM, but I am already tired
It's 9:30 PM and think how can I be admired
It's 9:30 PM, but I am already tired
It's 9:30 PM and think how can I be admired
It's 9:30 PM and I
9:30 PM and I
9:30 PM and I don't know why I should be awake
It's 9:30 PM and I
9:30 PM and I
9:30 PM and I don't know why I should be awake
I hope it gets better
I'll write you a letter
So please stop asking me "what is the matter?"
All I know is pain
I'm going insane
I don't know how much longer my brain will substain
But f*ck it: R.I.P
If that's how it's gonna be
I pray to god, please let me free
Cause you're not an enemy
So let me go,
Or let me blow
But at least let me know
If I'm going down the wrong path or I'll make my future glow
Cause I know that you made me strong
And I'm sorry if I did shit wrong
But I don't know where I belong
That's why I wrote this f*cking song
I can't see the mission
Maybe I still lack the vission?
I can't see through all my greed
An explanation was all I need
I feel like I'm out of control
Because I have been missing a goal
So you have to give me one
Cause otherwise I'm f*cking done
It's 9:30 PM, but I am already tired
It's 9:30 PM and think how can I be admired
It's 9:30 PM, but I am already tired
It's 9:30 PM and think how can I be admired
It's 9:30 PM and I
9:30 PM and I
9:30 PM and I dont know why I should be awake
It's 9:30 PM and I
9:30 PM and I
9:30 PM and I dont know why I should be awake