If everything that we think
Is a thought that somebody else
Put in our heads
Who on earth are we
These are things I think
One am in my bed
I write a song with a beat and release
Then I realize that the lyrics aren't me
Then I realize
I became what I hate
I am a market and you're here to pay
Take everything I ever made
And burn it down
I don't need that
All it did was make me frown
Mom told me
What I make is really sad
Dad told me
I should always battle back
Take these thoughts
And I put um on page
Get it out my brain
Or I keep it in my safe
Either way
This was never gonna work
I am not a pill
Don't you make me go berserk
What is real
Real is art
And my tunes have been making myself fall apart
If my journal of pain
Goes up onto a stage
I'm responsible now
For every single face
I can't I can't
Let me buck back
You are confused if you think I want a stat
You are confused if you think that I'm abused
I should feel bad
People praying in the pews
Who is Rasti
I don't know
The side of me I decide to show
Did I decide to start a sideshow
Making all these little people vibe slow
Am I going far
Am I breaking bars
Am I staying the same
With no growth in the art
Am I giving poison into people's hearts
All the famous people
Looking so depressed
What good is money
If you never rest
Nice car but you're always stressed
Nice yard but you're going deaf
Ask yourself
Why I never talk
Why I stay off the online
I'll give you music
No more of my time
I want my privacy
Keep it in line
Even when you get what you want
You were never satisfied in the first place
In the first place
You gave up all that you had
Told yourself that your life was mad
Told yourself that you want it really bad
Then you get famous
And take it all back
Then go to the family
Twenty calls to mom
Have a mental breakdown
This isn't what I want
I don't understand
Don't ever lose your hands
Don't sell out for the brands
Don't make music packaged in a can
Tell me what to do
Who are you
What's my moves
Who am I
Give it time
Do not die
Chasing dreams to far from life
I could never walk
Talk a talk I never talked
My thoughts
My thoughts
Reading lyrics
That I never bought