Ratthew - Deserve Better Lyrics

I hope you find someone new
I hope he tells you you're beautiful too
I remain in your mind
I was not a waste of time
You were something irreplaceable
I try to get over it, unsure if I'm able
I think of you as I write this song
But I know that you have moved on
Yeah I was a coward
I didnt ever speak
I sat alone at night playing what ifs
But I couldn't even get my voice to squeak
Maybe we're better off just friends
I'd lay my life down if that makes sure yours doesn't end
I get this warm feeling inside
When you pass me, even if you just say hi
You were something special
But I rue the day I'm Nevel
That I decided to keep quiet
The emotions stay here, I just hide it
Night after night keep thinking about it
Why was I scared,
Not knowing is worse than a no
I wasn't prepared
So why did I just stay quiet
I hope you find someone new
I hope he tells you you're beautiful too
I remain in your mind
I was not a waste of time
You were something irreplaceable
I try to get over it, unsure if I'm able
I think of you as I write this song
But I know that you have moved on
It's not like you don't talk to me
It's just I look into your eyes I see what you see
I know I"m not the man you want me to be
Remember It takes awhile to grow the full tree
Gotta stop speaking metaphorically
Speak real sentences set me free
Please accept this formal apology
Heartfelt from me
But I can't explain who you are
Just know in my eyes you're a shooting star
I had a feeling that we would go far
As soon as I stepped in your car
Well I might have been wrong
But it's taken me this long
To feel this strong
That I know I can get along
Now I'm overthinking
About the joy that your bringing
I crawl back into bed
But I can't get you
Out of my head
My mind is wrong
When you are gone
I live alone
Stay in my zone
I know you were meant for someone better
You can't force nature to change the weather
Just know you deserve the world
I'll get off the ride, it was a whirl
I hope you find someone new
I hope he tells you you're beautiful too
I remain in your mind
I was not a waste of time
You were something irreplaceable
I try to get over it, unsure if I'm able
I think of you as I write this song
But I know that you have moved on