Ratthew - fears that i'll never show (i wish) Lyrics

I wish I could've just turn off the lights
I wish my expectations won't expect me as bright
I wish I would've just gone on my own
I wish that nobody noticed that I'm really gone
I wish I could write my name in the stars
For wondering eyes in passing cars
But now I'm thinking as I'm sitting alone
I wished for bravery but it never showed


I wish for knowledge that'll conquer the storm
I wish I never let go or forget my home
I wish I wouldn't just fall apart
As I make this journey I'm afraid to start
I fake what I know
And I do what I can
How am I supposed to feel like a man
When I can't
Let you know
The fears that I'll never show

Not for nothing now I'm breaking to pieces
I don't want no conflict I'll do whatever pleases
People around me who are feeling alone
We all got a story that we wish would be told
I do what I know
And I'll get what's deserved
Sometimes all you need is to feel like you've been heard
I don't know how say these words
But I wish I was heard

I wish for knowledge that'll conquer the storm
I wish I never let go or forget my home
I wish I wouldn't just fall apart
As I make this journey I'm afraid to start
I fake what I know
And I do what I can
How am I supposed to feel like a man
When I can't
Let you know
The fears that I'll never show


But now that this moment is ending
The things I've been mending
Are sending in their goodbyes
Patiently standing
Demanding
To know where I'm landing
In the meantime

I wish for knowledge that'll conquer the storm
I wish I never let go or forget my home
I wish I wouldn't just fall apart
As I make this journey I'm afraid to start
I fake what I know
I do what I can
How am I supposed to feel like a man
If I can't
Let you know
The fears that I'll never show

The fear that I'll never show

I fake what I know
I do what I can
How am I supposed to feel like a man
If I can't
Let you know
The fears that I'll never show