Raven - SHARDS & PARTICLES Lyrics

Raven
Only thing that's keepin' me together is my skin
Only pain is what I'm dealin' to my kin
The people I'm supposed to care for and protect
The same ones I refuse to respect
I'm a wreck, and it's causin' a pileup of the ones that treat me best
I'm sorry
And I don't even know if I mean that
I ain't never been the one to wave a green flag
I'm a dog, a god damn fleabag
A sleaze bag in my own right, I had no right
Still did it 'cause my dick and brain thinkin' they both right
If I see her again, I hope it goes right
I hope it goes right
You can care about me and keep everything tight
But it still ain't enough to make me act right
Gave me a home when I ain't have shit to bite
But it still ain't enough, I'm walkin' out at first light
You made me a better man and pushed me to new heights
But it still ain't enough for me to keep from startin' fights
You loved me and that's all I asked for
But it still ain't enough to make me act right
How in the hell, did it come to this point?
Impossible to enjoy life when all you do disappoints
But it's up to you what you want to get fixed
Talk to Momma about the abandonment
Talk to Daddy and see why you never vent
Or spend the rest of yo life as a piece of shit
Personally, I just can't keep livin' that way
On repeat is the scene from that day
If I don't change, then my last day will be right at the doorstep
You can care about me and keep everything tight
But it still ain't enough to make me act right
Gave me a home when I ain't have shit to bite
But it still ain't enough, I'm walkin' out at first light
You made me a better man and pushed me to new heights
But it still ain't enough for me to keep from startin' fights
You loved me and that's all I asked for
But it still ain't enough to make me act right