RAYLA - Happy First Lyrics

Dyed your hair blonde and you hopped on the first flight to London
You post so it looks like you don't have a care now that we're done
And I break down, want to text you but I don't cause I know deep down it's over

New friends and nights on the beach
Are you kissing her like it's me
Throwing all the parties that you use to hate

I can tell it hurts, you're no good at being honest
I guess I'm just scared, this is what you always wanted
Pretend that we're okay, breaking every promise
Sometimes I think we make it worse, competing for who's happy first
Who's happy first, are you happier

Remember that night I ran into your friends at that party
I played it so cool bet you they never knew I was dying
Did you break down,wanna text me, did you hold back 'cause you know it's over

New friends and nights on the beach
I kiss him it feels incomplete
Going to the parties that I use to hate

I can tell it hurts, you're no good at being honest
I guess I'm just scared, this is what you always wanted
Pretend that we're okay, breaking every promise
Sometimes I think we make it worse, competing for who's happy first
Who's happy first, are you happier
You made me happy first, I made you happy first
Who's happy first, are you happier
You made me happy first, I made you happy first

Memories that feel out of reach
I miss you I just let it be
Going to the parties that we use to hate

I can tell it hurts, you're no good at being honest
I guess I'm just scared, this is what you always wanted
Pretend that we're okay, breaking every promise
Sometimes I think we make it worse, competing for who's happy first
Who's happy first, are you happier
You made me happy first, I made you happy first
Who's happy first, are you happier
You made me happy first, I made you happy first

Sometimes I think we make it worse, competing for whose happy first