I Been Takin Off Like a MFin Spaceship
Put my trust in nobody
Put my back against the wall
It's some shit that I done did, yea
Couldn't be proud of it at all
I can't put shit past nobody
No they not with you when you fall
I been drowning in my thoughts yea
I had nobody to call
I see the light straight through the fog
They going try to dim yo light for sure (yea)
But I got tunnel vision in the dark
Cuz it feel like I been here before (yea)
I know I'm not perfect, I'm not flawless
Like a diamond in the rough
Might bury my feelings or bag 'em up
No more dark clouds, I had enough
They goin' take advantage yea
But say that they love you
My trust is so damaged yea
In my head I can't f*ck with you
All these thoughts in my head now
It be weighing my head down
But I got to keep on going
Cuz I found a way out, yea
I had to tap in my feelings
I had to find out my purpose (woah)
Nigga I did it, I earned it
But this feeling I get, is it worth it
I tune out that bullshit its working
Music saved me for certain
I remember days I was hurting
Feel like I was down digging in the dirt
People I relied on made it worse
Feel like my thoughts is a gift and a curse
Can't put a value on my worth
Can't put a bandaid on this hurt
Heart so cold even in the summer
Hanging by a thread, I'll let it fall
I'll Let my heart freeze in the winter time
Cuz I ain't got no other call
Put my trust in nobody
Put my back against the wall
It's some shit that I done did, yea
Couldn't be proud of it at all
I can't put shit past nobody
No they not with you when you fall
I been drowning in my thoughts yea
I had nobody to call
I see the light straight through the fog
They going try to dim yo light for sure (yea)
But I got tunnel vision in the dark
Cuz it feel like I been here before (yea)
I know I'm not perfect, I'm not flawless
Like a diamond in the rough
Might bury my feelings or bag 'em up
No more dark clouds, I had enough
Ooh hoo
Ooh hoo