Realism - Lust Lyrics

Now this Lust got me f*cked up
Ooh it's too much pain
I got money with a broke heart
Give me all her hate

I got hurt
Heart too broke
When I wake up
F*ck this earth
Overdosed
Oh I hate lust
Blow up purp
When I smoke
I exhale her
I need cheats
She a nerd
Shawty hate lust
Bad bitch a demon in hell
My body locked in a cell
Cut me while I lie awake lie awake
Hopefully I'll die today while I wait

Make-up on a smile they be hiding lies
Since I was a child I done seen this shit
Never need a reason why I didn't chase
I could read her energy she full of hate
Idolizing all my sins
Finalize the words we live
Never needed my heart warmed up
Kinda like she thought I did
I just find a melody and pick it I'm a different kind
Call me out I made a deal and gave it all away tonight
Now I gotta walk with it
F*cked my brain up
Devil gotta talk to me
Got my pay cut
Double back
What's the lesson of this melody?
Got me hurt
From emotion that's inside of me
F*ck a feeling
I'm not feeling anything
I'm not healing
If she walkin in my brain

I got hurt
Heart too broke
When I wake up
F*ck this earth
Overdosed
Oh I hate lust
Blow up purp
When I smoke
I exhale her
I need cheats
She a nerd
Shawty hate lust
Bad bitch a demon in hell
My body locked in a cell
Cut me while I lie awake lie awake
Hopefully I'll die today while I wait

I just feel my heart too hurt now
Building up my pain, oh it's killin me
Switch the fit and move wit a different scene
All these f*cking tendencies they spilling seeds

I got hurt
Heart too broke
When I wake up
F*ck this earth
Overdosed
Oh I hate lust
Blow up purp
When I smoke
I exhale her
I need cheats
She a nerd
Shawty hate lust
Bad bitch a demon in hell
My body locked in a cell
Cut me while I lie awake lie awake
Hopefully I'll die today while I wait

Now this Lust got me f*cked up
Ooh it's too much pain
I got money with a broke heart
Give me all her hate