Reality - Beautiful Pain (feat. Gyasi East Atlanta) Lyrics

Beautiful Pain in my heart
You cant tell it apart, from my scars
They wantin us to change who we are
But we'll never look far, from what we saw
A couple things I witnessed, yea
Now I get the picture yea
20, 20 vision yea
Wishing it was different yea
Even though they changed on me
Or got some change on me
Thats what it aint gon be, yea
Really all im knowing is the pain
Storms and the rain, no better days
Monsoons and hurricanes
But still I wont complain
Cuz really thats where I came
Quit thinking thats with my heart
And I started using my brain
Brothers dont even hit me
Mother always tripping
Aint come to my graduation
I finished school in her city
A couple f*ck wit me
Broke some hearts still stuck with me
Grinding for Jonah and Noah, cuz them boys look up to me
So I just keep going, never slowing down
Was at the bottom, couple know me now
They say im winning like its luck
I feel hate, all in the love
Always wanted a wraith, so I shoot for the stars above
Beautiful Pain in my heart
You cant tell it apart, from my scars
They wantin us to change who we are
But we'll never look far, from what we saw
A couple things I witnessed, yea
Now I get the picture yea
20, 20 vision yea
Wishing it was different yea
Even though they changed on me
Or got some change on me
Thats what it aint gon be, yea
Penitentiary had my brother, shackled by the ankles
Play wit parole, then delay it just to try to break em
My nephew look up to his pop, but he ain't there to raise em
See that's his hero
To my sister he a zero
These hater tryna make a don trip like starlito,
They tryna hit my blunt shake my hand, u not my Migo
To ease my pain I smoke a blunt as fat as a burrito
Or my ego
Higher than a eagle on Pluto, in a penthouse
F*ck the world and whip my dick out
Stick out
Extensions, rip out
My fear or god is bigger than any gun
We street like the city funds
We deep as Pacific runs
Y'all niggas pretentious bums, boy
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