Alright here we go
It's The Reaper Bitch!
Man, I hate when this anxiety takes over me
Feel like I can't f*ckin breathe
Hyperventilating heart beating out my f*ckin chest
It's a dark cloud that won't ever go away
No matter what meds I take
Tears droppin to the floor I can't take this anymore
Anxiety be the death of me
Who gives a f*ck?
Answer is no one
I'm poppin a few Xanax bars to take the anxious feelins away
But the anxiety just won't leave me be
Someone please help me I can't do this shit on my own no more
Reachin out for help but too scared to seek a therapist
But then again, I realize no one can fill this dark hole in my heart
That's been growin since I was a young boy
Hiding all my thoughts and feelins cuz I just feel like a bitch
Cryin to myself in the dark at night
Pillow filled with Tears & Sorrow from my past drug abuse
And trauma I witnessed firsthand
Relapse off a pill poppin Percocet's to numb all the pain
But I look in the mirror and say, "what a fool you are!"
For fallin back into the same pattern of drug abuse