Reasoning - Effervescent Lyrics

I know you think about me laying wide awake
I think about you too but not like yesterday
Take it back to when we found a better way
Nervous verses now I'm proud to say, say
I know you think about me laying wide awake
I think about you too but not like yesterday
Take it back to when we found a better way
Nervous verses now I'm proud to say I stayed
Sometimes I fantasize about travelling space and time
I think about specific moments that I could've f*cked the baddest dimes
At least a couple of times before I broke their hearts
Come to think about it they always smoked more than their parts
Ignorance is who she is a living embodiment
That "Look, I'll shoot ya. Who she is?" and a little bit of naughty in it
I can't deny her body but the flesh is rotting in it
She wants a life, a house, a car, but does palates in it
She can kill you with her stairs like MC Escher
Identity of wears and tears I bet you'll never guess her
I know you think about me laying wide awake
I think about you too but not like yesterday
Take it back to when we found a better way
Nervous verses now I'm proud to say, say
I know you think about me laying wide awake
I think about you too but not like yesterday
Take it back to when we found a better way
Nervous verses now I'm proud to say I stayed
She's picking out her clothes to wear she's on the red carpet
Is what I wear okay I ask
Your pockets should be fatter
No pleats, no jeans, just keep it clean you'll climb the ladder
Pander every now and then your mental doesn't matter
Frequency is what you need so people will remember
From where you tried to plant your seed it's colder than the winter
Am I the one who's getting done or am I who does the doing
We started out as just for fun a casual lone-night mooning
You won't believe her strange allure
It's effervescent beauty
But for this boat to make the shore
I have to beat her cruelly