Redcoat Kid - Superstar Lyrics

I aint never really gone this far
I aint ever really fall this hard
I aint never had a broken heart
The way I do when we apart
I aint never really gone this far
I aint ever really fall this hard
I don't know how to beat these scars
Cuz baby you my superstar

Look, I swear to god ill always hold you over everything
Pennies and dimes I be saving up for ya diamond ring
And when I rhyme I be doing it wit the way I sing
Putting on for the crew in the back with the pretty thang
Riddin' on the side like the dime she is
Not even 5 foot 5 but she be so damn thick
The kinda type that you snipe like come be my chick
And Then you got her on your side like, holy shit, uh

Look what I did, look what I done, look who it is, my number one,
Now you ride around town with the girl in the front
Looking back now, damn she be better than the blunt
Uh, how could I never notice everything was my way
Not once did I pull up in the drive way
And ask baby how was your day
Is there anything I say to make the pain go away uh
Are you dying inside
Are you feeling alright
Are you hurting down deep but on the top you hide
You been going like so damn long
Feeling one sided f*ck, that's so damn wrong
I apologize, from the bottom of my heart
I wanna be the guy, to take you back to the start
I Don't wanna see you cry, your to beautifully smart
And ill be the one to put back all the pieces and the parts

I aint never really gone this far
I aint ever really fall this hard
I aint never had a broken heart
The way I do when we apart
I aint never really gone this far
I aint ever really fall this hard
I don't know how to beat these scars
Cuz baby you my superstar

Look, pretty girl I wanna take you on the right path
Had her for a minute now I want her right back
When I get up in it man I used to like that
Now I hit the line don't even get a text back
Uh, what the f*ck have we become too
Now the only time she hear me through the you tube
Like do you wonder what the f*ck that I do
I'm just tryna walk a mile up in these shoes
Uh, I'm just tryna stay clean, tryna be strong, tryna keep on
Feel like my world turned around put a knife in my neck
Fell like my love turned I need some time to repent
Father, please forgive me for the things that I've done
I took the best thing I knew and let her off on the run
I let the voice that I had, blow us up like a gun
Feel like I'm left for the dead while she be right in the sun

Uh, and I want it that way
And I pray every day, that she
Feel the love that I know she deserve
But if I aint gonna give it to her what is my worth, uh
For hanging around, and being that guy
Hoping for the best while he looking up in the sky
He be knowing whats next but he wondering why
Everybody got a piece and now he missing the pie
Yeah, uh, you got me hung out on a ledge
Feeling like the dark up in my world may never end
And I swear to you that I aint ever felt this way
Like I'm living in a room I don't know how to escape
Like the world took my shine, turned it all into grey
Like the wolf is unleashed, he don't know how to behave
Like I'm eating the feast, I'm coming out of my grave
I'll turn my hurt into the music now I'm ready to stay

I aint never really gone this far
I aint ever really fall this hard
I aint never had a broken heart
The way I do when we apart
I aint never really gone this far
I aint ever really fall this hard
I don't know how to beat these scars
Cuz baby you my superstar