I'm writing this letter my love to say how I feel
To beg your forgiveness
Though I can't find the words
The pain and this sadness unreal
As I battle the fire inside
Smoke filling my lungs and blinding my sight
I struggle each day to laugh and to play
I'm sleepless most every night
Don't want you to know. Don't want you to see
How hollow I feel. The horrors I've seen
I'd run through the fire and swim through the flood
To serve and protect you but it's never enough
So i sit here alone. I cry here alone
Unbroken me
Black dog howls in the night. I feel so alone
The darkness surrounds me
My heart won't stop pounding
The sirens are etched in my soul
I remember it just like yesterday
The smell of the trees on the breeze gently sway
The most beautiful sky then the fear in her eyes
Just another life taken away
No one can know. No one can see
How hollow i feel. What's happened to me
It breaks me inside to see and to know
The look in their eyes and the peace as they go
Now i sit here alone. I cry here alone
Please someone save me
No one can know. No one should see
How hollow I feel. What's happened to me
If I can save one then I should save em all
But I can't save myself. I'm losing this war
As I sit here alone. I die here alone
Life's broken me