Reaching in the dark
I feel something I can't tell if it's you
I been scared to move forward
I got so much to lose
Somethings coming
I don't know what to do
Scared of armageddon
Her loves like a lethal weapon ooh
Only stays with me so she can have somebody to blame
I know she do that shit on purpose
Always takes things the wrong way
Saw the future
It wasn't with you
Guess I learned my lesson
Severed that toxic connection ooh
Feel like I'm numb to my emotions yeah I can't feel a thing
I used to dream about heaven I thought somebody was watching
I can't believe I used to care about how other people saw me
Scrawny kid still haunts me
Far far gone
But he's reaching out
In the dark
He can't see
But he's still making ground
RED what's it gonna take
To shove him down?
I don't care how you do it
As long as you take him out
She been poisoning her liver
And she do it by the ounce
Puff the magic dragon
Smoke her lungs out by the pound
Scared that one day
She might never be found
Stuck in limbo
Wish I had a window
Reaching in the dark
I feel something I can't tell if it's you
I been scared to move forward
I got so much to lose
Somethings coming
I don't know what to do
Scared of armageddon
Her loves like a lethal weapon ooh
Only stays with me so she can have somebody to blame
I know she do that shit on purpose
Always takes things the wrong way
Saw the future
It wasn't with you
Guess I learned my lesson
Severed that toxic connection ooh
Look I don't even know what you want
What you want
But if you tell me that you need me
I won't be there
To think I care would be a mistake
Faith would be misplaced
The thought of you just brings me pain
Feelings of hate
Wasted energy I don't wanna lose on you
I saw the effort that you took just to hide the truth
But to be honest now I've taken my eyes off you
Call me rotten but I never stooped down to abuse
Gossiping to all your friends how nice
Been off the deep end have my reasons yet you wonder why
I should cut ties
F*ck it need no alibi
Toughened up
Bout time
Took so long to realize the downside
I used to think that life was good but I ain't sure anymore
Had a dream that I was dying so much blood on the floor
It was you who held the dagger felt you twist it some more
Had my heart in your hand
Cause you had to be sure
Reaching in the dark
I feel something I can't tell if it's you
I been scared to move forward
I got so much to lose
Somethings coming
I don't know what to do
Scared of armageddon
Her loves like a lethal weapon ooh
Only stays with me so she can have somebody to blame
I know she do that shit on purpose
Always takes things the wrong way
Saw the future
It wasn't with you
Guess I learned my lesson
Severed that toxic connection ooh