Look
Another day inside the room
Like its a journey
I study how i fail to be a person wasnt learning
I question on myself and how i chose to be unworthy
I aint trying make mistakes but when i try its never working
Im a victim to this work i put these verses in the paper
When i try to keep perfecting i wont drop this shit till later
I hate how im addicted to this pain
Im dropping letters off my brain
It dont make sense i feel insane
I think ill never be the same aye
Im stuck in iso and i cant be long without
I need a history that i can write about
On this girl that took my heart
And i just couldnt figure out
Why im bad
Why im bad
Why am i bad
To anything that comes to me thats good it never lasts
I try to hold on tight but she keeps letting go her grasp
Think i gotta let her pass
We're no longer on each others side no more its in the past
So we moving on
I got my phone on dnd
So leave me lone
Yeah
So leave me lone
I wanna be with you
But
Were not on the same page baby
Where was the vision in this love
I said i was working you aint tick the box above
You was steady busy flirting behind curtains
Open doors
I know i made a mistake
But never ran to different whores
Im trying to be okay with how you ended things with me
Im strong enough to let it go
I aint got control
On her anymore
Pot of gold
Gave up on the chase and now she out the door
Codeine in my cup
Coz i got nothing left to pour
Im stuck in iso and i cant be long without
I need a history that i can write about
On this girl that took my heart
And i just couldnt figure out
Why im bad
Why im bad