One day a deficit appears
Of who you thought you were, and what you need to be
One day your heart won't believe
That fears a way to justify sacrificing dreams
I need the foresight to see
That all that i am letting go won't come to haunt me
I need a confidence in me
To actualise a man inside, and be the words i speak
I've tried to reset my mind
And love the life i've worked so hard to build over time
I've tried to be what it needs
But to do it right demands that i forget a part of me
I know all that you've done
The biggest part of you was to enable your son
I know the wisdoms you sowed
And all you built's inside of me won't fade or be sold
I won't let these thoughts idle by
I will fill the corners of my life
I was affraid when death and i would meet
A path of idled passions would have guided him to me
Now i've made relative heresy
And all that i can offer is a sentimental plea
Some day when sense of this appears
I hope of all the pain i've caused, it's something you'll forgive
Some day there won't be any blame
You'll look at this and know inside that you'd done the same
I won't let these thoughts idle by
I will fill the corners of my life
I won't let these thoughts idle by
I just want you to understand why