Last First Time Video (MV)

Would it help if i rearranged, the different thoughts out of my brain
To coherce words on a blank page, to try make sense out of this blame
I know i'm often a hurtful man, but in the past it's made the difference
Of her destroying all thats inside of me, or keeping myself on my feet

Slow down

I wouldn't know what to say to you, to help you understand what i'm going through
Just know that i am trying to learn again, a realistic way to my happiness
The battle of duality in my head, to swallow my pride or be done with it
Is getting in the way of my heart, finding a way for my love to restart

Slow down

Maybe you think that i'm out of line, but i think my foots on the right side
Maybe it surfaced at the wrong time, but these thoughts still linger in my mind
Demonised in the crosshairs, accused of revelling in dispair
And any analogy of defence, to maintain your conscience of innocence

Slow down

I could have been wrong when i asked you, to be more than what you were willing to
You could have been wrong when you thought this, only needs honesty to be fixed
The truth is that i'm struggling to deal with it, why couldn't you follow the script
That i designed with an immature mind, that i'm trying to impose on your life

Slow down

Love ain't a goal that you try to reach, or an infalible ideology
That idea is what made my heart break, when imperfections appeared as mistakes
Love i've learned is a process, of creating our own context
Where my issues won't break you, instead you break my issues

Slow down