Relive Reactions - Wasted (feat. Mewzxn) Lyrics

It's been years and my life's still on repeat
My tics are back, and I just can't sleep
And I'm convinced my family, and my brain hate me
Woah
It's too bright all the time, and I can't see
I feel like a bird without wings or feet
And with all the expectations placed on me
I wanna close my eyes and just breathe
I hear life is just a lackluster party

So I wanna get wasted
Because I can't f*cking take it
All my life, it feels like I've heard lies
Putting my memories in disguise
I've wasted so much time
I won't make it alone
So I'll give my body bloodshot eyes
Give me something to get wasted on tonight

I don't like to talk to anyone that I did before
Jack shit ever interests me anymore
All I have is my ice cold floor
Woah
And I'm empty inside
I feel like I can't hide
Because if I do, I've accepted defeat
Submissive to my mind

And I wanna get wasted
Because I can't f*cking take it
All my life, it feels like I've heard lies
Putting my memories in disguise
I've wasted so much time
I won't make it alone
So I'll give my body bloodshot eyes
Give me something to get wasted on tonight

Getting f*cked up got me feeling stronger
I've realized my decisions are making it harder
It's all 'cause I was lost inside
I couldn't wake up and see things with my own eyes

I wanna get wasted
Because I can't f*cking take it
All my life, it feels like I've heard lies
Putting my memories in disguise
I've wasted so much time
I won't make it alone
So I'll give my body bloodshot eyes
Give me something to drink or smoke

'Cause I wanna get wasted
Because I can't f*cking take it
All my life, it feels like I've heard lies
Putting my memories in disguise
I've wasted so much time
I won't make it alone
So I'll give my body bloodshot eyes
Give me something to get wasted on tonight