Everybody knows when it rains it pours
Henny sippin every night feel like I'm runnin from the storm
People always try to tell me mind over matter
When you not in the right state of mind nothing really matters
Introvert since birth so i always stay to myself
And my pride to big nah i don't need no help
So flawed but whats the cause
Maybe i just miss my moms
PTSD got me tired of hearing sorry for your loss
So numb to it all
Wonder will it ever go away
Sometimes i ask god will today be the day
Just so tired of being tired
Wanna be a better person
Don't know how to vent
So I'm spillin pain in these versus
In 2019 did a lot of soul searching
My heart still hurtin
But ima keep workin
And I put that on pops
Got a bunch of problems
Don't know if its 99
List is longer than my locks
Too many problems that I'm facing on my own
Thats why I feel so alone yeah
So many problems that'll never be gone
Thats why I feel so alone yeah
Too many problems that I'm facing on my own
Thats why I feel so alone yeah
So many problems that'll never be gone
Thats why I feel so alone yeah
Growing up poor we ain't really have much
Neighborhood gossip talkin bout last month
Shoutout to them foodstamps shoutout to that free lunch
Kobe on the first of the month it was mad clutch
Here we go again talking bout my life
I should seek therapy but I tend to write
I use this pen and then spill what stuck within
While sippin on this hen and cutting off some friends
Im just getting started like a 4th quarter with James Harden
Too many problems only God can solve em
Im tryna blossom but my mama need some help
She gambling everyday she tryna buy wealth
So much shit mama heres for rent mama
I shed some tears mama its been years mama
I can't take it mama I can't fake it mama
I can't wait hope and pray we finally make it mama
Too many problems that I'm facing on my own
Thats why I feel so alone yeah
So many problems that'll never be gone
Thats why I feel so alone yeah
Too many problems that I'm facing on my own
Thats why I feel so alone yeah
So many problems that'll never be gone
Thats why I feel so alone yeah