Rema - Now I Know Lyrics

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Day-Day-Daytrip took it to ten

All of my trauma hits me from many years ago
All of my childhood I lost because I wanted to feed my family
Inside my heart, it's so dark but my face doesn't show it
I don't talk, I don't go out, I just want to be alone
Sleeping pills don't work, so I keep overdosing
Fear won't let me talk about things I've done for those I love
Everybody is too selfish to see things from my perspective
I've done ninety-nine things, but even then, it's not enough

Now I know who's really there for me
All those I loved turned into enemies
And now I know who's really there for me
All those I trusted turned into enemies

I move like Messi when he was at Barcelona
God blesses some people, but they say it's the devil's work
I don't ask for favors, but soon they say I owe them
That's why I like to face all my problems on my own
She told me to share all the pain I always keep hidden
From my childhood, I've been dealing with the feelings I hold (Uhh)
Many battles I'm fighting, but regardless, I'm still on the road (Ahh)
Keep my friend Crayon safe for me, I told Solo about it

Now I know who's really there for me (I know, ah)
All those I loved turned into enemies (I loved, ah)
And now I know who's really there for me (I know, for me)
All those I trusted turned into enemies (Ahh)
Now I know who's really there for me (I know, I know, I know)
All those I loved turned into enemies (Ooh)
And now I know who's really there for me
All those I trusted turned into enemies