Reso Thorn - Honesty Lyrics

I'm pretty over acting like I care about anything
You talk about anymore
No I don't care bout the price you found at the store
I don't care that you're convinced your man is a whore
Dumb people wear disguises you watch em undress
Hard dick in your life beating right in yo chest
Pain turns into prescriptions the numbing effect
Self-medicated yet somehow, I'm blessed
Oh now I see it, had me out right
I'm watching it creep from the left
Type it out delete it,
I was on fire, now I'm stumbling weakening step
I speak I mean it,
Just as potent as the poison I smell on your breath
That's it I'm leaving, phone was all dry
Now it's moistening dripping and wet
So tell me where'd the time go
Where'd the time go
I've been searching in my mind tho
My third eye is grown
Do you think about those sad girls when you're all alone?
Maybe dog if you try hard enough
She will come back home
Because pills don't work magically
It all ends in tragedy
I mistook friends for family
Now my backs wounded badly
I won't dare mind my attitude
Watch your tone or I'll get bad at you
Let me focus on gratitude
Take my breaths, and relax...
Thank you God for my Life
Thank you God for my Family
Thank you God for my Friends
Thank you God for Your Music
Thank you God for Your Abundant Blessings
AMEN
I'm trying to handle this gracefully
But you move so distastefully
Make it hard I'm so anxious
Why do I even debate this?
You're a blatantly obvious fake
Why did I counter your weight?
Who put that song on your playlist?
You know that they ain't all that famous
I know that every night you sleep with me
Mentally it's not even me that you lay with
Yeah it's so funny the truth is transparent
Ironically every damn time that you faded
Feeling like I came short stop but I stood tall on that plate and I waited
Gutted my heart with a blade that's serrated
Packed the wound with salt and then ate it
Walking off yeah I'm callin' your bluff and
Throwing shit acting big bad and tough yeah
Who the f*ck said that I want you back?
Yeah bitch better mind your assumptions
I can hardly function
Yet I opened my heart And I give it for nothing
Now who are you loving?
You left your doors open and let them all come in
It wasn't all true tho yeah yeah?
You still kept it cool tho yeah yeah?
You played the damn fool tho?
You said I was numero uno
Im always the target that you blow
You say you'd delete em but you won't
Now your poison is killing me too slow
But I've made this decision to change how I'm livin
I'm spinning I gotta go get it
Gotta change how I'm living
THORN