Fighting the current that's dragging me further the white flag is raised so pull me under
F*ck
I'm not writing this to satiate my suicidal fantasies I'm closer to the edge than I have ever been
I can see the light
Let me drown
Swimming to the black and white all bleeding into grey
I can't tell the difference tell the big one I don't f*cking pray
Any fates a blessing I'll return and haunt your walls
Cover up a twisted world in which everything's my fault
I can't take it
I'm done playing with you
I won't fake it
I'd be lying if I
Said I didn't want to die
F*ck the change you can keep the difference
It's not like it'll be put to use
I can not take any more of this abuse
What's left to lose
F*ck
Pull me under
That's right motherf*cker
I give in
You f*cking win
Is this what you wanted
In suffering, my salvation
I see it
I'm out of ideas
I'm running away from the demons in my head I fear
A piece of me is so severe
I chose to stick it out
And I never wanna see your face pressed against my glass again
I'll just suffer in the end
As I tap into your fears buried deep within
A disease has punished me
Under pressure
Die
Cast your judgment
Return back to the hole in the ground
Taste of Ritalin
Carcinogen
I'm dead again
Cutting off the middleman
I can't ascend
When it should've been
My blood again
I deserve to die
As light fades
A paltry ripple is snuffed out
Another f*cking wave comes to crush my ribcage
At the end of the day I'm just a man consumed by my rage
Cut off the ends of my godforsaken hands
Now
Taking me over the edge
Help
Welcome death