Revelry - Pensive Lyrics

I see the things I want
Try to step out of the dark
Just to let the silence drive me back in
So I think I'll put some distance
'Tween me and my convictions
Save my money for a safer bet

Down and out and reaching for something to believe in
I've been holding on to something gone but I got my own reasons
When Im all strung out
Yeah it makes me sick
But I'm trying to make my peace with it
It's not like I got that much left to lose

So I'm diving into low tides
I'm too slow for the race
Drowning in the shallow end
Moving at my own pace
I'm finding myself too pensive to make a move

So I'm diving into low tides
I'm too slow for the race
Drowning in the shallow end
Moving at my own pace
I'm finding myself too pensive to make a move
But it's not, like I got all that much left to lose

Everywhere I go I feel eyes on me
Analyzing, criticizing what they see
One little misstep I disappear for weeks
I try to push myself but I just can't take the leap

I feel a disconnection from the world I live in
Distant Is the best description I've been given
When I'm all strung out
Nothing makes any sense
Can't seem to make my peace with it
It's not like I got that much left to lose

So I'm diving into low tides
I'm too slow for the race
Drowning in the shallow end
Moving at my own pace
I'm finding myself too pensive to make a move

So I'm diving into low tides
I'm too slow for the race
Drowning in the shallow end
Moving at my own pace
I'm finding myself too pensive to make a move
But it's not, like I got all that much left to lose

I might be broken and I might be damaged
Searching for peace within the panic
But I still hope to find some semblance
Between who I am and who I've
Oh who I've abandoned

I might be broken and I might be damaged
Searching for peace within the panic
But I still hope to find some semblance
Between who I am and who I've
Oh who I've abandoned

So I'm diving into low tides
I'm too slow for the race
Drowning in the shallow end
Moving at my own pace
I'm finding myself too pensive to make a move

I'm diving into low tides
I'm too slow for the race
Drowning in the shallow end
Moving at my own pace
I'm finding myself too pensive to make a move
But It's not like I got all that much left to lose