Rex White - Alone & Confused Lyrics

Alone and confused
Rollin up for now at least that's all that I use
Man, Im high as a dove
But still ain't shit gettin you high as some love
I hit that shit I became an addict
I wish I didn't try it
See unlike every other drug, I got some cash and couldn't even buy it
Only had one supplier. And now I hate the plug
Guess thats what happens when you f*ck around and date the plug
And movin on ain't ever been easy
I don't even phone home, and even though I ain't weezy
Imma stack a milli
We ain't exchange last Christmas cause you was actin silly
Up on that VIC shit
I got a table on the stage I'm on my VIP shit
Ironically I'm on this wave and that shit got me sea sick
I'm still amazed you thought I wouldn't be shit
I look at women I don't even see shit
At least not what I had seen in you, girl if I had vocals I would sing to you
Alone and Confused, Imma shoot my shot I ain't got nothing to lose man
I can't even miss it
My heart is broken Dr. can't even fix it
She gave it to me straight I can't even mix it
But to God be the glory
I mix my dreams and then I mix up my stories
I mix my emotions, man I remember mixing with Cory
When I was on the house computer, had the Mic in the kitchen
Ain't cuss in my music my parents could listen
I'm in a land thats far away I know its times that I'm missin'
Nowadays I go to stay and every time it feels different
I guess I'm finally grown, cause one thing that I've realized about home
Is one day you'll have to start up your own
I hope its where the heart is
I hope one day you smile at where your start is
The way my pockets look just don't reflect how good my art is
And I ain't had a cut in months you can't tell where my part is
But it ain't possible to hang your head and work your hardest