How can I know you without knowing myself
Live for other people, I'm loading up my shell
Gotta face evil, but that means I gotta kill myself
'Cause I got demons running around
I've fallen so damn hard
This breakup will leave scars
Every day, every second, all the damn time
You were up in my mind, up in the sky
You were my reason why I tried
Now I'm so defeated, damn I cried
I did a lot, I learned a lot
Oh, I used to be a terrible person
Why do you think I'm covered in curses
Trauma-ridden, yeah I'm running to the finish
I learned I should live for myself
Anything I gotta do to dry up this spell
I learned I gotta go kill my old self
It won't be easy, I'll send him to hell
I've fallen so damn hard
I'm cleaning my old scars
Gotta face my evil, not bury myself alive
Life is getting real, I really don't wanna die
Fixing all my problems just one at a time
I gotta find the reason why I even try
I've fallen so damn hard
This breakup will leave scars
Every day, every second, all the damn time
You were up in my mind, up in the sky
You were my reason why I tried
Now I'm so defeated, damn I cried