See I remember the days
When I ain't have nowhere to stay
Tbh it's just a blessing to make it another day
I'm in a haze
Feel like I'm in a daze
Even though inside I'm torn up I just smile and try to be brave
I'm sick a being depressed
Got too much on my mind
Even though I wanna live I swear sometimes I wanna die
I lost so many of my people close
I just can't help but wonder why
And even though I try to crack a smile I swear sometimes I wanna cry
Yeah lately I been going thru it
My actions got me feeling stupid
Somehow I gotta keep it moving
I just can't help but feeling useless
Idk wtfs wrong wit me I keep making mistakes
I look in the mirror looking back all I sees nothing but hate
I just keep on f*cking up I'm just tryna be great
I learned most these niggas is fake
Bend but I never break
Gotta make me a way In Jesus name that we pray
But I'm tryna move it along
Pack the weed in the bong
But me and you had a bond
It breaks my heart that your gone
Know I gotta move on but sometimes it's hard to be strong
I'm sick a being depressed
Got too much on my mind
Even though I wanna live I swear sometimes I wanna die
I lost so many of my people close
And I can't help but wonder why
And even though I try to crack a smile I swear sometimes I wanna cry