To be a friend to someone with mental illness means reaching out
To be a friend to someone with trauma means reaching out
Life is a movie but listen once it's over baby that shits over
And I don't like who I am when I'm sober I'm suppose to take
These drugs straight to the head lost too many friends it's hard to
Find love so I can't get attached when you give away your soul no
You can't get it back but I know what to do I'm a play my role
I been out here on the road it's gone take its toll
Like why the f*ck did Korey have to take that f*cking needle
I find it hard to get attached cuz I keep loosing people
You get one life can't live it twice there ain't no f*cking sequel
But I can't help but feel attacked this worlds so f*cking evil
It hurt my heart when I had to found out my older cousin a rat
Though I got out I can't help but feel responsible for chap
Said you'd protect the family but you stabbed us all in our backs
Blamed someone else but it was you yeah man how wicked is that
Yeah I'm depressed yeah I'm a mess yeah I can't f*ckin take it
Yeah I can't eat yeah I can't sleep my f*ckin heart keep racing
You turned your back on all things that you taught us was sacred
Against the odds believe in god and pray he don't forsake us
Remember that crib behind 7/11 alone and I ain't have no lights
My daddy left and went to rehab had some swear that shit it had me tight
Alone all in my room like holy f*ck this can't be life
Wish I could rewind time and I could somehow make it right
Life is a movie but listen once it's over baby that shits over
And I don't like who I am when I'm sober I'm suppose to take
These drugs straight to the head lost too many friends it's hard to
Find love so I can't get attached when you give away your soul no
You can't get it back but I know what to do I'm a play my role
I been out here on the road it's gone take its toll
Movie reels movie screens motion pictures lucid dreams
Keep it real tell me what you really see pop a tab sink it deep
Be at peace keep the steel let it breathe let it go let it ride let it slide
Its okay yeah its alright wish the nightmare only lasted for a night
Nothin we could do about it usually I don't think about it but its
Proof anything could always happen even if it's just for you keep it
Real and keep it true
To be a friend to anybody even if you don't know what they're going
Thru it means sending a hey just thinking of you text message
Because people are out here thinking that they are not in anybody's
Mind they are out there thinking that nobody would care if they cease
To exist just because of what's going in here and its a lot its a lot
Going on in here there are a lot of things going on
The human mind is complicated in ways that I don't
Understand and its really frustrating and its a lot a but its a lot
There's a lot going on up here and sometimes we can't handle it on our own