Yeah I know that I'm a die one day
Maybe I won't have to cry one day
Maybe you'll come back alive one day
Or I can meet you in the sky one day
Lately I been tryna give my life some meaning
It's crazy how this life is so f*cking deceiving
F*ck getting stepped on sick of how these people treat me
When I close my eyes yeah all I see is demons
I'm sick of living In this world I'm tryna leave it
Keep it real yeah I think I'm going insane
I think these drugs start ta f*cking up my brain
Look in the mirror like damn look how much I changed
Yeah all these drugs they got my mind up In a daze
Need a solution gotta be a better way
Can't even lie my anxiety be f*cking stressing me
Struggle to cope as I try not to let it get the best of best of me
I had police up on my ass yea they was sweating me
Just getting started niggas tried to put an end to me
Judge started doin the math like she was tryna sentence me
No matter what I can't forget the shit they did to me
I put my all up in this shit you take what's left of me
Judge started doin the math like she was tryna sentence me
No matter what I can't forget the shit they did to me
I put my all up in this shit you take what's left of me
Yeah I know that I'm a die one day
Maybe I won't have to cry one day
Maybe you'll come back alive one day
Or I can meet you in the sky one day
Yeah when I die hope I live in the sky
All my folks who's dead and gone I hope they live in the sky's
To all my folks who ain't survive hope they live in the sky
Tell the lord I wanna fly let me live in the sky (aye)
It make me wonder, while niggas tryna take me under
I can't sleep cuz my anxiety it keeps me awake
Sometimes shit gets so f*ckin bad I just cry and I shake
Being going thru this so f*ckin long don't know how much more I can take
Still can't even forgive myself for all my previous mistakes
But f*ck it yeah it's whatever I'm a make me a way
Yeah quit boy I refused
Ain't giving up in getting thru
May a way I'm livin proof
Hungry had no where to sleep ain't no wtf to do
Look at all this dumb shit I been living thru
Yeah I been talkin to my mom
Bought how every day I miss my pap
Do anything that I could if it meant bringing him back
This my motherf*ckin life this ain't no rap or cap
My friends tell me I should chill that I should f*ckin relax
I made a lot of stupid mistakes that I could never get back
But I'm sick of this f*ckin depression
Sick of panic attacks
All this shit on my f*ckin back yeah any day I might snap
Yeah I know that I'm a die one day
Maybe I won't have to cry one day
Maybe you'll come back alive one day
Or I can meet you in the sky one day
Yeah when I die hope I live in the sky
All my folks who's dead and gone I hope they live in the sky's
To all my folks who ain't survive hope they live in the sky
Tell the lord I wanna fly let me live in the sky
(Aye)