Stupid Foolish (feat. Davon King) Video (MV)

If I should die before I wake I pray the lord my soul to take
If I should live another day I pray the lord he guides my ways

Yeah I don't think I can do it to keep it real yeah I'm just sick of the bullshit
Yeah I can't yeah I can't even lie yeah I done been thru it
And in then end I was just left lookin foolish yeah how the f*ck could I ever be so stupid

Lately I been getting blazed I been tryna numb the pain keep it real
I got too much on my mind
I been stressing out for days I been tryna find a way
To keep it real sometimes i just wanna cry

Yeah I don't think I can do it all I do right is just sell drugs and make music
This life is cold I swear I swear this world is stupid
Was doing dirt while momma preached out that pulpit
Then cops they locked me up they said I'm a nuisance

Back in 6th grade that teacher lied on me I caught my first case
I was 12 years old and confused I ain't even know what I should say
Was suppose to help me but the stupid bitch just lied In my face
Depression stressing yeah I ain't been out my house in some days
But can't complain cuz I know god only gives you what you can take
Anxiety got me to the point where I just cry and I shake
Yeah I can't eat and I can't sleep yeah I ain't slept in some days
But I keep praying hoping one god I'll give me a break

If I should die before I wake I pray the lord my soul to take
If I should live another day I pray the lord he guides my ways

Yeah I don't think I can do it to keep it real yeah I'm just sick of the bullshit
Yeah I can't yeah I can't even lie yeah I done been thru it
And in then end I was just left looking foolish
Yeah how the f*ck could I ever be so stupid

If it don't kill you makes you stronger I been drinking never sober
I been moving like a loner I been on this roller coaster
Up and down it's all in my head you talk down I heard what you said
Boo got killed my nigga is dead for this pain I'm smoking on meds
And some nights I can't sleep
I miss them days smoking reggie we was picking out seeds
Now my niggas got seeds and I'm watching them grow trying to teach
Them all I know but what the f*ck can I show the youngins when i don't know
If I'm going or if I'm coming if I'm leaving it's for something all this pain help
Me numb it I'm out of place in public my mind self destructive half of me is
Adjusting the other half is like f*ck it

If I should die before I wake I pray the lord my soul to take
If I should live another day I pray the lord he guides my ways

Yeah I don't think I can do it to keep it real yeah I'm just sick of the bullshit
Yeah I can't yeah I can't even lie yeah I done been thru it
And in then end I was just left lookin foolish yeah how the f*ck could I ever be so stupid

So I have a friends okay you got me it's me a couple days ago I was not
In a good spot I was not in a good place at all and I thought that I had nobody
And that's not at all true that's not at all true I'm very loved I have good friends
I have good people in my life but you know the stuff that's up here the stuff that's up
Here it kind of makes you feel like your alone
It makes you feel as if you don't have anybody
To talk to and nobodies gonna understand what your going thru
And the things that your going thru are solely your problems
And I didn't feel like I could reach out to anybody
So I dealt with it on my own