I can convince myself I'm alive
Without excuses or foolish pride
Leave all my options open and cry
For all the spirits that roam my mind
And call on angels to stand by my side
When I need them to help recognize
All the trouble I find myself in
And the feelings that I've never felt
The feelings that I've never felt
There are no answers here for me to find
Only questions that seem to bind
Me to struggle with getting the help
That I need to hold onto my heart
And keep it together in some way
That allows me to be here today
And gives me the strength to say
What do you know about it anyway
What do you know about it anyway
Why do you feel so far away
Is this so different than it was yesterday
Are all of my thoughts just drifting away
It's not important to prove that you'll stay
Time to reach out and not to reach in
To bury the secrets that blanket our dreams
Of forgiveness and stillness and faith
That we've never seen face to face
That we've never seen face to face
And to get the hell out of this place
And get the hell out of this place