Rides Again - Apology Lyrics

SO HERE I AM WRITING YOU THIS LETTER LOOKING FOR THE WORDS TO MAKE THINGS BETTER AND EVERY TIME I THINK I'VE FINALLY FOUND THEM I FIND MYSELF STARING AT A MOUNTAIN OF CRUMPLED PAPER WITH INK STAINED HANDS BROKEN PROMISES AND MESSED UP PLANS NO IDEA HOW TO GET THIS THROUGH ALL I KNOW IS I JUST GOTTA TELL YOU CHORUS: I NEVER MEANT TO SAY WHAT'S ON MY MIND I WISH THAT I COULD SOME HOW MAKE THINGS RIGHT THERE'S NO EXCUSE FOR EVERYTHING I PUT YOU THROUGH I NEVER MEANT TO LAUGH WHEN I SAW YOU CRY I KNOW IT'S KINDA LATE TO APOLOGIZE I SWEAR IT'S TRUE, I'M GONNA MAKE IT UP TO YOU SORRY IF YOU THINK IT'S KIND OF SHALLOW BUT THIS GUILT IS GETTING HARD TO SWALLOW I DON'T KNOW WHAT WAS GOING THROUGH MY HEAD I TAKE THE BLAME FOR EVERY TEAR YOU SHE'D I MEANT IT GOOD BUT IT TURNED OUT BAD AND IT COST ME THE BEST THING I EVER HAD NO IDEA HOW TO GET THIS THROUGH ALL I KNOW IS I JUST GOTTA TELL YOU CHORUS JUST LET ME TRY JUST LET ME TRY TRY TO APOLOGIZE CHORUS I'M GONNA MAKE IT UP TO YOU I SWEAR IT'S TRUE, I'M GONNA MAKE IT UP TO YOU