I used to lie about who I was
I cant hiiide that side of my life
I know that I cannot face my fears
Without God chilling right on my side
(Whoah)
Thats the way I feel
I been thinking bout a instance
One when i was young
And i was living quite different
I was feeling quite tense
I wasnt living right
I think thats apart if my issue
Lying bout the simplest things
Im convinced
That I cant make sense without change
Miss when I aim
I cant hit
And i cant forget where I came
I aint tryna vent
Im tryna prevent danger
Pop em from the side and hit em from a diffrent angle
Throughout my life
I been scared about change I been scared about age and how much do i weigh
And how much do I fake?
And how much do I say?
When they ask what I pay?
And thats just the jist of it
When you gotta fear and you Aint really tryna steer from it
I used to lie about who I was
I cant hiiide that side of my life
I know that I cannot face my fears
Without God chilling right on my side
(Whoooah)
Thats the way I feel
I been afraid of pops
I been afraid of heights
And i been afraid to talk
I been afraid of the dark at sometimes
I done tripped
I admit i done fall many times
I done walked through the line
Cuz i aint try choose
I aint tryna pick a side
I been through my mind
Without a God on my side
I woulda fell behind
Behind all of the lies
Behind all of the times
That i failed when I tryed
But I came here revived
Came to survive
AndI came here to thrive
And i dont think it matter
About where you been
Its about where you are
I came way too far
These fears try to take me
Get up off of ya boy
I used to lie about who I was
I cant hiiide that side of my life
I know that I cannot face my fears
Without God chilling right on my side
(Whoah)
Thats the way I feel