Riinya - All of Me Lyrics

I've got some issues I think it's time to address 'em
Everyday when I wake up I hate to look at my reflection
I'm just guessing that's 'cause how much I've changed I'm not proud of the man I've become
I just want you and only you we were finished before we begun
I've been standing in front of you this whole time
You could've seen the signs and the stars align if only you opened your eyes
But now I've got these doubts that rain over me like f*cking clouds
I'm hearing yelling because my demons shout
I got this voice in my head it annoys me to death go f*ck yourself like toys in the bed
Gotta slow down your breath just to keep up when I write with this poisonous lead
And I'm always mislead I didn't give you everything not even my best now I've got some regrets
Believe me if you leave me then I'd rather be dead
Because without you I am nothing
You helped clear my mind I see a problem I start running
It's been hard for me to move on I'm not doing so well
I just want a piece of heaven 'cause I've been through so much hell

Been through so much hell
My heart is no show and tell
I'm fresh and I won't go on sale
I want you and no one else
I know right now you can't
See me
I just want you to
Be free

I wish I would've asked her to the dance
Then afterwards we'd crash at my pad if she had no plans
Take my hands let's fly to France I'll put you in a trance
This could be possible if you give me a second chance
I'm an introvert that's into her but my voice is not that loud
I don't go outside I don't do well in crowds
I would rather stay indoors 'cause when it rains it pours
These games make my brain sore it's the pain I endure
I want to relax and be glad instead I keep stressin'
It's hard to live happy when you're full of depression
I'm on this road alone that no one else will ever go down
I'm beginning to lose hope it's starting to look like a ghost town
I start to choke my heart is broke but no one will show
One last thing before I go there is something you should know
I wrote this song as an apology
Yeah because I didn't give you all of me