Riinya - What I’ve Become Lyrics

I hate what I've become
It's great you think I'm done
Once I'm not out my mind
I think I will be

Lately I feel like I've been writing without direction
Had to go into my heart and now I've learned some lessons
I feel like I can finally start to look at my own reflection
I hope it doesn't fall apart as I'm grinding and there's no resting
Mama Mia, you haven't heard from All of Me yet
I'm snapping on this track and so Strap in, prepare yourselves for 515 yeah
I was so lost I thought I need ya
You don't wanna know the cost I'll charge for a feature
Enough of that I got to rap about my past to get on track
Just to grab what I don't have before all of it fades to black
I'm a star now's the present, my investment is my future
Get in my way and try to stop me you wish I wouldn't shoot ya

I hate what I've become
It's great you think I'm done
Once I'm not out my mind
I think I will be fine
I'm searching for some help
I need to find myself
How do I overcome?
I hate what I've become

Let my lyrical bullets pierce your mind
Lose track of time and watch the years go by
And let all this pint up resentment continue to build up
Take enough of this shit and handle it, be a real one
Keep it triple digits, that's how I live through this shit
Now think about it when your mind's clouded everything is twisted
I've been doubted I will prove them wrong, I will shout it
Push my limit and square up, there's no other way around it
Now real talk, yeah something feels off
Gotta do something about it and I can't yield, nah
I'm out of this world I'm flying to the moon
But I'm an astronaut getting lost seeing my impending doom
I'm down on the ground I gotta make things right
I've got an idea for a big change to my life
If you want to be more Pacific visit the western ocean
Be ready, my plan is set in motion