I know why your best friend thinks I'm bad for you
But I'd like to think I'm your best friend too
And I said I'd never tell you if I fell
I forgot you know me so well
Can't go back to how we were
And I know it's getting harder
But I'll make it right
And I'll make it right
Cause it's not right
You're talking way too much
My thoughts are in a rush
Wish that we both could hush
So that we don't do this
Over and over again
So long, too far gone again
No more, we gotta walk out the door
And settle our differences
Why you act like everyone else, so different
Why's it now you shifting your interests, so insistent
Told you I only wanted you to not treat me different
Flip on me in an instant
It's on my mind, I can't shake that shit
Red roads flood inner highways, need time to heal and stitch
And I'm stubborn as f*ck, yeah well you say it's my Taurus
I wanna know your geography, don't make me a tourist
Understand that for a while we need to separate
Don't wanna lose a day one, but I hesitate
I got my music and my therapy it medicates
But I guess I'll be fine, I better wait
Plus it's different schools, I keep my cool yeah
Plus there's other fish in the school, yeah
Don't be a tool, don't act a fool, yeah
It'll be if it's really meant to yeah
Money making basing my decisions, I'm broke
In the end chasing dividends don't fix my trust, that's broke
I miss real empathy most people be fake woke
I miss real connection, babe, I'm trying to get sober and
Falling into pieces running into professors at the mothaf*ckin local grocery store
Life for me now a cross to bear that hatred that's projected onto me, I'm just trying to win the f*ckin war
God knock me down, lift me up, gimme Jesus treatment I need a pay that's worth the sore
Take a breath, forevermore
Take a breath, forevermore
Take a breath, forevermore
Chernobyl shit, can you help me with my trauma
(Take a breath)
Ain't no quick fix, I know you don't f*ck with drama
(Forevermore)
Wish I was a kid, miss my mother and my father
(Take a breath)
Wish I could keep it stitched, like my fam and grandfather
(Forevermore)