Riley McRae - Paradise Lyrics

So afraid
Of the way that I'm feeling
Laying wide awake
And I'm just staring at the ceiling
So ashamed
Got me feeling so stupid
Like I'm the one blame
For everything you're doing
And I know that's just how
This always goes
Reach across the table
And you're grabbing your phone
Baby don't look so proud
You've been exposed
I know what you're doing
When you say you're alone

When you said that you were mine
I fell in love with every lie
Ain't no love behind those eyes
Ain't no love in paradise
Ain't no drug to get me out
Need something strong
I'm coming down
'Cause I don't wanna think about you
When you're not around
'Cause I remember
Last December
We said we would spend
Our whole lives together
And I remember
Last December
When did everything get so cold
Don't wanna know
Every lie you were keeping
Creeping on the low
But I'm so sick of the secrets
I'm good alone
But I miss being around you
Trying not to show
How much I still think about you
Shoulda known that'd be how
This always goes
Now you're just a number
That I blocked in my phone
And this house ain't home now
I'm on my own
I should be so happy that I never proposed

When you said that you were mine
I fell in love with every lie
Ain't no love behind those eyes
Ain't no love in paradise
Ain't no drug to get me out
Need something strong
I'm coming down
'Cause I don't wanna think about you
When you're not around
'Cause I remember
Last December
We said we would spend
Our whole lives together
And I remember
Last December
When did everything get so cold