Looking for an exit strategy
Projecting all my insecurities
Always looking for something that's wrong
Prove I was right to be scared all along
Got so many fears i can't leave behind
Became a self destructive mastermind
Sometimes I feel like I'm not worthy of the good things
Control the end, so no one ever hurts me
Suddenly failing feels safe
Giving you reasons not to stay
So I'll self sabotage till you leave
I am my own worst enemy
I am, my own, worst enemy
I am, my own, worst enemy
So I'll self sabotage till you leave
I am my own worst enemy
I know it might sound like insanity
Creating all my own catastrophes
Maybe it's an inherited instinct
The way that saying goodbye doesn't phase me
So I keep holding halfway onto you
Can't help but feel like this is deju vu
And you keep saying I might be the one
If only you knew that I'm 'bout to run
Suddenly failing feels safe
Giving you reasons not to stay
So I'll self sabotage till you leave
I am my own worst enemy
Now i'm standing on a faultline, thinking how its all my fault
I don't know how I got here
Now i'm standing on a faultline, thinking how its all my fault
I think I know how I got here
Suddenly failing feels safe
Giving you reasons not to stay
So I'll self sabotage till you leave
I am my own worst enemy
I am, my own, worst enemy
I am, my own, worst enemy
So I'll self sabotage till you leave
I am my own worst enemy
So I'll self sabotage till you leave