i forgot how to be happy Video (MV)

Oh my god I'm legal now
Don't know if 12 year old me is proud
'Cause I'm not famous, but I'm a success
I'm not rich, but I got what I dreamt
Choosin' myself over being the best
I forgot how to be happy
Haven't felt that since 2019
Please don't go away
Happiness stay with me
And all of my thoughts are finally shifting
From "I am the worst" to "it's not on me"
Please don't go away
Happiness stay with me
Delusions wrapped in hollywood diction
I developed toxic ambition
Comparison's paralyzed me in bed
Makin' friends with the angel of death
I fought to beat my own demise
Allowin' myself to live my life
I forgot how to be happy
Haven't felt that since 2019
Please don't go away
Happiness stay with me
And all of my thoughts are finally shifting
From "I am the worst" to "it's not on me"
Please don't go away
Happiness stay with me
Maybe it's my dark humor talking
But when my friends threw me a party
It hit me that all these people's lights
Wouldn't keep shining if I died
All of the nights that I spent sobbing
All of the times my heart was throbbing
God I hope I don't relapse
Scared to relive my haunted past
I forgot how to be happy
Haven't felt that since 2019
Please don't go away
Happiness stay with me
And all of my thoughts are finally shifting
From "I am the worst" to "it's not on me"
Please don't go away
Happiness stay with me
I forgot how to be happy
Haven't felt that since 2019
Please don't go away
Happiness stay with me
And all of my thoughts are finally shifting
From "I am the worst" to "it's not on me"
Please don't go away
Happiness stay with me