It's hard to go home,
It's just not the same.
I find myself lost in a gaze.
The rooms and the halls,
There's no love in these walls
But I'm trying my best to be brave.
I've written you words
And thrown them away.
Nothing feels normal these days.
I try to stay busy
And keep your words with me,
I know that you'd want it that way.
And I still get cold.
And my hands still shake.
I keep making progress,
Live up to your name.
I feel you every day.
I found someone new
I wish you could meet,
She's fixing my heart piece by piece.
She's smart and she's clever,
She makes me feel better,
It's putting the life back in me.
Don't worry about Dad,
He'll know what to do
With everything he learned from you.
""Be honest, be kind""
Replays in his mind,
While every day plays through.
But we still get cold
And my hands still shake.
I keep making progress,
Live up to your name.
I feel you every day.
I stared at the ceiling,
Grinder my teeth.
Looked out the window
Expecting you soon.
It hurts like hell but I'll be fine.
I promise we'll be fine.
But we still get cold.
And our hands still shake.
We keep making progress,
Live up to your name.
We still feel you every day.
It's hard to go home,
It's just not the same.
Because you were the best part of me.