RIVALS - Lavenders Lyrics

After all this time
You'd think my world came caving in
But that's not right,
And I'm just fine
After all this time
You'd think my heart gave away
But I'm breathing fine
And I'm alright
Overdosed on my own demons
What's the point of giving up again
Trying to fight it so I keep on breathing
Will I even make this jump
Cause all I smell are lavenders
As the world burns down around me
Around me
And all I smell are lavenders
Ill ignore all this pain around me
Around me
Lavenders
Oblivion is so
Blissful as I hideaway
What's going on
But I take too long
I act as though,
The world has turned against my soul
Never think it through
I never thought it through
Around me
Wasn't meant to
Stay
Try my best to
Fadeaway