Save me from Myself Video (MV)

Alternative choices, illusion so pretty
Filling up voids with what she gives me
Drowning out noises, pollution is sticky
Giving up my poise, can't see what's missing
I would argue, one does not exist at all
Higher you come up, the farther the fall
Softer the love, harder it pulls
Wanna zoom out, bring it in closer
I would argue, one does not exist at all
Higher you come up, the farther the fall
Softer the love, harder it pulls
Wanna zoom out, bring it in closer
Closer, closer
My biggest strength and toxic trait, I come in fast and too hot
Feeling down, I disappear long enough
To let my friendships rot, I brush my teeth and leave the faucet on
I lead my life so separated from the faint of heart
Or at least that's what my family taught
Privilege has deep cuts, have it better than I did
So, so
I should sit down and shut up
Want me to stay picking up pennies
Tricking me to step over the bucks
Keeping my chin up, down on my luck
I stay ready for new beginnings
Cause there ain't no found without loss
I say paying the cost, paying the cost, yeah
I would argue, one does not exist at all
Higher you come up, the farther the fall
Softer the love, harder it pulls
Wanna zoom out, bring it in closer
I would argue, one does not exist at all
Higher you come up, the farther the fall
Softer the love, harder it pulls
Wanna zoom out, bring it in closer
Giving up my poise, can't see what's missing