River Iris - Consider Me Confused Lyrics

Head spinning from all the forks in the road
And I'm swimming in all the hot and the cold
That you pour out
Should be worn out
But I want you more than ever before now
Your attention yeah it hits me in waves
This tension the push and pull of the wake
Back and forth yeah
Tug of war yeah
But still I find myself walking through that door yeah
Consider me confused
Consider me used
Consider me blue like the ocean from a balcony view
Keepin me guessin
Givin me lessons on
Givin me less than the minimum I'd ever give to you
I let you be my medicine
It's kept me in this bed of sin
Want the cold hard truth I consider you
My misery my muse
Consider me confused
Bad habit that I don't wanna kick
Like a rabbit carrot on a stick
That you hold out
But I know now
Soon as you roll in you're gonna roll out
Consider me confused
Consider me used
Consider me blue like the ocean from a balcony view
Keepin me guessin
Givin me lessons on
Givin me less than the minimum I'd ever give to you
I let you be my medicine
It's kept me in this bed of sin
Want the cold hard truth I consider you
My misery my muse
Consider me confused
I'll never have you the way that I want you
But you're gonna have me the way that you want to
It'll be heaven or it's gonna haunt you oooh ooh ooh
Consider me someone who'd bend over backwards
We're in between the before and the after
Hangin by a thread at the end of a chapter whoa oh oh
Consider me confused
Consider me used
Consider me blue like the ocean from a balcony view
Keepin me guessin
Givin me lessons on
Givin me less than
The minimum I'd ever give to you
I let you be my medicine
It's kept me in this bed of sin
Want the cold hard truth I consider you
My misery my muse
Consider me confused
Consider me consider me consider me
Consider me confused baby
Consider me
Oh
Consider me confused