Riverside Drive - January Lyrics

It'd be easier to hate you than try to pretend
That I never want to speak to you ever again
A letter from the winter, delivered by snow
Never in my whole life have I felt so cold
Justin put it best when he said "I Hope You're Happy"
And I understand what he meant, but what about me?

With your knife in my chest and my heart on my sleeve
I'd give everything I have for you to be here with me
Cause it feels like I'll never be happy again
Every word we ever spoke remains in my head
It's the only time I've ever truly wished I was dead
And it feels like the stars have gone out
And I'll never be happy again

I see your ghost in the space between reality
And numbing myself with a dream
In the rearview as I stare at the river
And see myself lost in the stream
I'm trying my hardest to breathe, but I'm gasping for air
Searching for any sign of safety, but you're not there

With your knife in my chest and my heart on my sleeve
I'd give everything I have for you to be here with me
Cause it feels like I'll never be happy again
Every word we ever spoke remains in my head
It's the only time I've ever truly wished I was dead
And it feels like the stars have gone out
And I'll never be happy again

Can you hear me? I've been calling
Did you shed a tear when the sky was falling?
The empty space between us is filled with regret
I will never fall in love again
Cause I can't forget how this feels

With your knife in my chest and my heart on my sleeve
I'd give everything I have for you to be here with me
Cause it feels like I'll never be happy again
Every word we ever spoke remains in my head
It's the only time I've ever truly wished I was dead
And it feels like the stars have gone out
And I'll never be happy again