The thought of you being gone I dread
Some things are better left unsaid
I can't believe you're already dead
At just nine years old learn how to navigate stress
They told me shut up in school, asking why I have no friends
I guess I was never cool, just got bullied in the end
Whole life felt like a dual because my heart couldn't mend
They told me I was the fuel, homeschool they recommend
They told me to stop, I turned to a shrine
Its all their fault I started looking from the
Sidelines, I plan to fix it all in
Hindsight, I can't take you from the
Skyline, stuck in air I'm in for eternal
Confine, unless I stop looking from the
Sidelines, I plan to fix it all in
Hindsight, I can't take you from the
Skyline, stuck in air I'm in for eternal
Confine, unless I stop looking from the
Sidelines, I don't care anymore
They can say what they want I keep my feelings a-drawer
My hearts been hung too many times, feeling like some decor
Oh I miss you so much, love from the core
My past traumatic, locked inside the attic
Walking with a headache, talk about my family
Talk about my loved ones, you're so apathetic
Now all I hear is static, he's dead I won't forget it
Wish I could bring you back
But now I'm watching from the
Sidelines, I plan to fix it all in
Hindsight, I can't take you from the
Skyline, stuck in air I'm in for eternal
Confine, unless I stop looking from the
Sidelines, I plan to fix it all in
Hindsight, I can't take you from the
Skyline, stuck in air I'm in for eternal
Confine, unless I stop looking from the sidelines