I'm not ashamed to get me some help
Mentally I'm losing myself
Fighting evil thoughts in my head
Feeling like I'm better off dead
No ones asking me how I feel
The knifes still in me how can I heal
Can't no one here tell me how to deal
With things I'm feeling inside
I wanna try drown myself in this D'usse
Deal wit depression and I'm going through mood swings
Lord, please save me before it gets too late
Hand on the trigger and they want me to do it
Got voices telling me to end my life
I smile everyday with pain in my eyes
I used to scream but no ones hearing my cries
You know why?
I know I
I been on the edge talking suicide
Jumping off the ledge you can't change my mind
Coming to the end so I'll take my time
Im gonna take my life cause it's mine
I been on the edge talking suicide
Jumping off the ledge you can't change my mind
Coming to the end so I'll take my time
Im gonna take my life cause it's mine
I don't want to feel no pain
I don't want to feel no pain
Let me go
I don't want to feel this way
I don't want to feel this way
On my own
Ain't nobody by my side
Everybody telling me lies
Look I just want to go
Tell my thoughts leave me alone
I cry myself to sleep
I don't wanna feel anything no more
I can tell no one cares for me
So why do I try
Do you know what it's like to feel like you're never enough and you wanna give up
Do you know what it's like to feel like you're stuck in the mud, you can never get up yeah
Anxiety, depression,
It's inside of me
I'm feeling wreck less
Feel like I'm suffocating from me stressing
And I feel all, alone
Cause In my mind I can't keep goin
I'm lost I'm crying I can't stay strong
And though sometimes I feel like I'm gone
You can help by calling my phone, cause
I been on the edge talking suicide
Jumping off the ledge you can't change my mind
Coming to the end so I'll take my time
Im gonna take my life cause it's mine
I been on the edge talking suicide
Jumping off the ledge you can't change my mind
Coming to the end so I'll take my time
Im gonna take my life cause it's mine